Andres Linetsky Y Ernesto Romeo -- Sentimientos

a perfect tenth month ends with a slight sexual note.
he got me the cd i want...and this song...somehow just strikes me from within.it was one of the very few instrumental songs that i feel so connected with.

sexy..sensual...romantic..sad...passion...everything..every emotions that leaves you hanging for more...

which reminds me of my dark fantasy.
i have always been a fantasy person since i was young.i belived in darkness and light..magic and skills..everything like those in the epics.

and often i find myself in love with the dark more.
i always wanted to find that prince of darkness.
to me..he was someone strong beyond words.powerful and scary.
he was slient and never finds himself engaging with joy and love.
he was cold and aloof yet yearns to break this curse.
he was sad but he never crys.
he was very sensual and sexy.
his hair was slivery white,long and smooth.
his body was lean and fit.
his eyes was a pool of sadness.
he was someone you wanted to save so much..wanted to take away his pain even it means your life is to be exchange.
he holds no memories and is often searching for it.but the more he searches,the more he lost.
he doesnt wish for life but he cant die.
he wanted to love but he dunno what is love.
he can dance very well..each move slick and smooth.
but he never talks..never sings..never knows how to communicate...like his heart was shut.
he never lives in the day..never knew what light was.
he was born to be the heir of darkness.
he had no control of who he is...someone born with power...someone born with the sexiest,dark powerful aura...someone born with everything mortal wants...but was someone who cant love...cant talk...cant live..cant die...cant choose.

i thought such person...is so...alluring..so sexy..so pitiful...so dark...every woman wants him..so powerful and irresistable..so evoking..every senses of yours was brought alive with his breathe.

such person is my darkest fantasy.thus i cant resist man who is charismatic.

in the game..i always chose to be someone cold...with painful memories..hurt..strong..slient..appealing...yet is so so vulnerable inside but never seeks help coz he will not trust.

in those times..in the world of magicians,wizards,warriors,dark and light exists...i probably is someone...who longs for no love from any man..but the prince of darkness himself.even if it means i am betraying who i am,even if it means i will be cursed...but to be with that powerful one..i will.

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sounds rather stupid huh....but i am such person.or rather such part of me is inside.
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under the moon light...he dominates me..his darkness consumed me..his body into me..his dark power runs up and down my veins..so fast so uncontrollable..so powerful.such strong powers cant make me breathe..as if the next second i am to vanish from this earth.but...his breathe..was not warm..icy cold..that chills down every strand of my hair.his hold was strong..i cant fight.
every touch of his fingers froze my skin.it was cold...but again..the prince was never warm..

when it was day again.the prince puts on his black cloak and left.
till the moon brings the sun down...i may perhaps never sees him again.
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what a powerful song....Sentimientos.